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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
/4:30 AM
Spastic...Mood: I'm going into a state of chaos...
Weather: It just rained
Listening To: "Say" by Ryan Cabrera(Quite addicted to this song now...lolx)I can't stop thinking about you...And I feel so stupid...I don't know why...The more I feel stupid and lame...I can't help but to be more stupid and pathetic...Is this what they mean by "going insane"? I think I am....I don't wanna feel this way though...Cos it'll cause all the wrong problems...I don't want that either...Is fate playing tricks with me? Or is it testing me? If you are to be the one that I'll hold dear forever...What must I go through for you to finallly get to you? I don't think you'll be reading this blog much...
I'd rather you slap me in the face for being such an idiot and walk away...So that I will cry and then forget about it...But you're different...Even if you really did that...Ten times...A million times...I would just back off and wait for my turn again...But not saying anything, in my opinion, is worse than saying something to hurt someone...If it were to be the end of the world tomorrow...I'll put you as the top three people I'd like to spend the final hours with...Next to my parents...But then again...Me writing all this stuff is meaningless if you don't read it...So yeah...IF in any case you do read it...Thanks...If you don't...Which if you don't you won't see this message...Never mind about it...But the feelings remain...
"I know I'm hopeless in love, I feel so absolutely hopeless..."
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about me
WESLEY™ aka ~[[wesLey-sIxTeEN]]~™ aka Weshisushi
18
TP Engine
Officially a music junkie
Guitar is my wife
Chinese Flutes are my girlfriends
Piano is my scandalous affair
Drums are my friday night flings
Beatboxing is my confidante
Petrolhead
First cry =>07/01/90
Officially in love!
LOL is my most frequently used phrase...=X
Equipments
> Ibanez 1PF20TV Acoustic
> Yamaha FX370C Acoustic Electric
> An Amp soon maybe..?