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/3:21 AM

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/12:48 AM

Post no. 10~

Mood: zzz
Weather: Cooling
Listening To: "I Remember You" by YUI

Nothing much to do...So decided to come back her for a quick update...hahahas...Don't know what to say...I overslept today...When I woke up I messaged xiaocai to ask her if she wanna meet up before going to school or not...We're supposed to meet Sean...Ended up meeting three other of the CO members...Can't really remember their names...lol...Anyways...Had lunch with them...and I had the worst Century Egg porridge ever...Hospital food tastes better...Trust me...Went for sound check and rehearsal after that...Became so hungry that I finished the catered dinner first...hahahas...Performance was a disaster for me...Thank god not many people were observing me...My flute died...hahahas...Didn't even play the last song...I just "smoke" the song...Hand move only...No sound...hahahas...Huiting noticed that I had a solo part...That was nice...Didn't think that anyone would really notice...Sighs~ Gotta go sleep now...Seeya~

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/4:30 AM

Spastic...

Mood: I'm going into a state of chaos...
Weather: It just rained
Listening To: "Say" by Ryan Cabrera(Quite addicted to this song now...lolx)

I can't stop thinking about you...And I feel so stupid...I don't know why...The more I feel stupid and lame...I can't help but to be more stupid and pathetic...Is this what they mean by "going insane"? I think I am....I don't wanna feel this way though...Cos it'll cause all the wrong problems...I don't want that either...Is fate playing tricks with me? Or is it testing me? If you are to be the one that I'll hold dear forever...What must I go through for you to finallly get to you? I don't think you'll be reading this blog much...

I'd rather you slap me in the face for being such an idiot and walk away...So that I will cry and then forget about it...But you're different...Even if you really did that...Ten times...A million times...I would just back off and wait for my turn again...But not saying anything, in my opinion, is worse than saying something to hurt someone...If it were to be the end of the world tomorrow...I'll put you as the top three people I'd like to spend the final hours with...Next to my parents...But then again...Me writing all this stuff is meaningless if you don't read it...So yeah...IF in any case you do read it...Thanks...If you don't...Which if you don't you won't see this message...Never mind about it...But the feelings remain...

"I know I'm hopeless in love, I feel so absolutely hopeless..."

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/10:52 AM

It's the exams and I can't stop missing you...

Mood: I miss you, I really do...
Weather: Hot Sunday
Listening To: "On The Way Down" by Ryan Cabrera

I don't know if you'll be reading this today...It feels like there's so much for me to tell you...I don't tag your tagboard not because I don't read your blog...It's just that I don't know what's appropriate for me to type on there...Maybe it's like you told me before...I think too much of the consequences that will happen...And maybe I still do...Like I was saying...It seems like I have a lot of stuff to say to you...But in actual fact...I only wanna say that I truly love you...I won't ask for chances if I make a mistake...I'd just see how I can make things better...I promise I'll never make you cry and if you do for whichever reason...I'll do my best to bring that charming smile back on to your pretty face...I hope that we will eventually be together...I really do...

Something random: Ryan Cabrera's new album "The Moon Under The Water" is out in stores May 13th! (I think...=X)

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/10:20 PM

I need you now...I want to love...

Mood: Why does this always happen?
Weather: Windy
Listening To: "Teardrops On My Guitar" by Taylor Swift

I wished that I could hug you now
To wash down the pain in me
I'm hoping you would tell me how
So that I can be free
I want to hold you tight
Fall asleep with you tonight
I promise I would treat you right
So please let me have a try

I will love you
With the kind of love that dreams are made of
I will treasure
You like you were the only one

I never wanna see the tears flow down your cheeks
I never wanna see the smile wiped off your lips
I'll be there, till the end
So that I can make sure that's the way things are

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/8:48 AM

Finished my song...Finally...

Mood: Tired...Just woke up...
Weather: Cold...Explains the reason why I'm in a blazer today...zzz
Listening To: Nothing...It ruins my songwriting...

"Here with me"

I can't really remember
What it is
That made fall in love with you
So suddenly
And now I'm letting
Myself out
So that you know
How much of this is real

Do you know?
I can't keep fighting this
And all I know
Is that my mind is filled by you

Falling in love with you isn't easy
Letting you go would be just as hard
And everything I knew has got me wondering
What's next in store for me?

note: this is still incomplete...=X

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/11:50 AM

All I Need Is You

You're scared
It shows
In there
You're not prepared to be
In love
With me
So soon cos you've been
Through enough to have
Something hold you back

We don't need to go that far
Let's hold on to where we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cos all I need is you

They say
Don't waste
Your time
They're obviously blind
So let's
Forget
The words
The thoughts
They put into your head
Don't give up just yet

We don't need to go that far
Let's hold on to where we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cos all I need is you
We don't need the world right now
We've got time to work it out
Hold on tight
I'd hold on too
Cos all I need is...

Baby, maybe we should start somewhere
And baby, let me in your heart, before it falls apart

We don't need to go too far
Let's hold on to who we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cos all I need is you
We don't need the world right now
We've got time to work it out
Hold on tight
I'd hold on too
Cos all I need is you

All I need is you
All I need...

...Is you

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WESLEY™ aka ~[[wesLey-sIxTeEN]]~™ aka Weshisushi
18
TP Engine
Officially a music junkie
Guitar is my wife
Chinese Flutes are my girlfriends
Piano is my scandalous affair
Drums are my friday night flings
Beatboxing is my confidante
Petrolhead
First cry =>07/01/90
Officially in love!
LOL is my most frequently used phrase...=X


Equipments
> Ibanez 1PF20TV Acoustic
> Yamaha FX370C Acoustic Electric
> An Amp soon maybe..?